U may have gone sister but you will always be in my heart and even the blow of time won't erase u from there

U may have gone sister but you will always be in my heart and even the blow of time won't erase u from there
Some people prevented me....
They told me it would not be easy
They warned about this acute pain in your heart
They cautioned me about this aching feeling of your heart being torn apart
El' was as close as a sister to me
Always here when I needed her
Listening to my biggest fears, my saddest pains, my most emotional feelings,
She's never judged me
Always offering me a shoulder on which to cry
Tears, an ocean of tears in my heart
It's not easy people, it's never easy.
I know I'll talk to her through Msn and we'll manage to see each other somehow
But what I also know is that I will never live with Elena as host sister ever again.
And this is what kills me
Because she was so amazing to leave with.
When I had a stong emotion, i just had to knock on the neighbouring door.
When I needed help, i just had to call out her name.
I'm gonna miss that.
I'm gonna miss her amazing personality
I'm gonna miss my incredible sister....


Poor little girl, orphan of what used to make her smile, poor little thing lying on the concrete incapable of rising....
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# Posté le samedi 14 mars 2009 07:54

Modifié le samedi 14 mars 2009 08:10

So here I go again Chasing you down again Why do I do this? Over and over, over and over I fall for you Over and over, over and over I try not to Over and over, over and over You make me fall for you Over and over, over and over You don't even try

So here I go again Chasing you down again Why do I do this? Over and over, over and over I fall for you Over and over, over and over I try not to Over and over, over and over You make me fall for you Over and over, over and over You don't even try
I feel like writing today...

In English

I have been asked today what do I want the most?

That's kinda a hard question to answer don't you think?

What I want the most.

I could be one of those freaks who answer: "i want peace in the world"
"I want the Earth to be a better place..."

But at that point of my life, I am far too selfish to wish things like that.

What I want the most at the moment is to be happy. To smile all the time and never feel bad, ever again.

I also would like the sky to cry, the thunder to explode and the wind to blow me off in the sky....

I love stormy weather, i love the sky being grey because like that the colours of the world become far more powerful.
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# Posté le dimanche 01 mars 2009 06:02

She's worth it!

She's worth it!
She is someone awsomely awsome

She is a real kid in her head, but one of the most loveable type

Yes, she does love glitter, disney princesses, musicals, meaningful song lyrics and off course Gorgia Nicholson, but it is what makes her so genuine.

She might have invented glue stick, her people is not afraid to beat up terorists and she wants to save the world.

She is a dreamer, the optimistic one, that never gets her hopes beaten down. She is not a F**king Aussie, just like me.

She is my Vodka shot Buddy and she is a wicked scottish who loves making promises in wardrobe ! ^^

She is the only one who knows the existence of Jap'tain CapSparrow but it's okaii.

She used to think I was a stawberry milkshake and also as sweet as peach.

Thanks to her, I know by heart all of the Wicked songs...

I have never seen someone who pays so much attention to lyrics.

She can speak some french : "c'est Geant, Herc est dans le vent..."

She made me so happy and I will never regret the marvelous time she allowed me to have with her !

I lost her unfortunatelly, but as long as she is happy and smiling, I am okaii with that.

She is the one who made me love this life, this country and I will respect her for ever

Even though she might hate me, because she has the right to hate me she deserves respect for being so amazing :)

She is extraordinary, she is still my best friends for me

She imprinted my mind with so many marvelous memories which I'll never forget.

I just wish she could be the happiest person in this world, because she truly deserves it.

So pure, so nice, so friendly. SO HER

Little cricket your marked my heart forever.

I'll never forget you.

I am so sorry

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# Posté le mercredi 25 février 2009 04:29

Modifié le mercredi 25 février 2009 04:40

My sweet Lullaby

A strange feeling of nothingness...

Emotions are storming inside myself

I don't know what the hell is hapening.

I just feel a painful melancoly that is slowly drowning me

I am sinking into the shadows of my past, my present my future.

I'm awaiting for the rescue that will bring me back to surface.

I wish my dreams would come true.

I wish I could be emprison in Twilight's world and just be what I have always dreamt to be...

Let me go...I don't know
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# Posté le jeudi 19 février 2009 04:06

Poker face - Lady Gaga

Poker face - Lady Gaga
Un pas, deux pas...
Mes pieds avancent seuls sur cette route qui m'est inconnue.

Et si? Et pourtant? Pourquoi? Mais comment?

I am lost in translation.
Full moon is rising upon my head and i am digging my own grave
How did that happen.
What is going on?
The storm of thoughts inhabiting my mind is drowning me into madness
Le soleil perce a l'horizon et je m'assoie epuisee.
J'admire la route si rarement empreintee.
Si rocailleuse, si douloureuse.
Il a toujours fallut que je choisisse l'option difficile.

Let go of me.
Tricky life wanting to emprison me into my own Twilight.
This makes absolutely no sense, Wene Child.
I don't care, I'm insane.


....Sanity, a luxury I can't afford....
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# Posté le mercredi 18 février 2009 03:18